Last January 9, I decided to go on a window shopping in a mall right next to a train station were I got off. After an hour, I decided to go home when I saw this very hot guy and I felt like my blood is rushing fast all over my body and I had jitters too. I really cannot explain what I felt that time but my heart was pounding fast as well.
There really was a spark at that very moment, we exchanged numbers and we had dinner that night.
He texted me later that evening to let me know how happy he was and he would like to have me as his first male boyfriend (he had 2 girlfriends before). He would like to take things one at a time and he seemed so sincere and honest. He even confessed that he had been a nude model for gay mags internationally.
Now, I am scared of what’s happening. It’s like it’s too good to be true. Should I follow my heart and fall for him or should I be cautious and never let myself off guarded until I know what his real intentions are.
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